One of the hardest things for me to deal with as an autistic person is people not understanding what life is like on a daily basis. Nobody has any idea how much energy goes into ensuring I don’t mess up too badly or that I “get things done” when they need doing. Well, they might, but many people in my life didn’t until I received my diagnosis, and even then, it’s hard for them to understand sometimes.
In 2016, I wrote a blog post called The Exhaustion of Autism, and today, I’m sharing the post again (with some slight edits to make it more general audience appropriate!) because this is one piece that really means a lot to me. I’ve also added a bit to the end. This expands on what being autistic can be like for someone. I hope you enjoy and thanks for reading.
Ever been so tired after a busy day that you sit down and before you know it, you’re waking up out of nowhere and it’s the next day already…when you weren’t even finished with the day before? This has been my reality since I was young. A few hours of an activity that didn’t involve being at home, and for the next day or even two, I’m so tired I can’t do anything except lay around and sleep. The exhaustion of autism is real and tangible in my everyday life.